To eBay or Not to eBay

I am not allowing myself to eBay. eBay is a very, very bad thing. eBay shows me way too much stuff I would love to buy but don't have the ability to justify the expense. AAAHHHHHH!!!! Spending withdrawl, spending withdrawl. We have been so tight these last few weeks I have not allowed myself out of my apartment without my husband for fear I'll take a quick trip to the mall, to Michaels or Joanns, or to Walmart. It was all innocent. I wanted to find scrapbooking supplies to do layouts for my upcoming vacation, and before me like a mountain of Dove chocolates is all the Hawaiian scrapbooking I could handle. Tears of frustration well up in my eyes. Sometimes I wish I had chosen a less expensive hobby. But it's too late now. I have the fever for brads, stickers, textured paper, stamps and gluesticks.